My have things changed...lol

So hello to all and all whats up!! It's been some years almost a decade that I've posted something let alone used the computer to do anything other then youtube and draw, lol. But I'm back and I know you've missed me I can tell because of the state that we are in. When I left you guys we still hadn't had anyone break the Internet let alone the word hadn't even been invented yet, lol. Oh and this , "lol" wasn't even a thing, but now it's how we write. I've noticed that in today articles and published works we have more emotion driven things or should I said more opinionated driven takes...but it's not written in a way to suggest an emotion so that the reader can think for themselves a bit...Oh no It's "OMG I Just Can't right, I'm soo Done..Bye Felicia!" That's what's it's boiled down to. So much has changed so much. Now-a-days people today are the most healthy non-health people I've ever seen. It's "we want to be healthy for moments at a time," you know when it really counts...birthdays, Easter , Christmas...beach season and most importantly instagram! Instagram...I have a love hate relationship with it now...It's very addictive and informative at the same time, I know some people who live one meme at a time while sitting on the toilet as their legs go numb...why do we do it. We sit for an hour two hours if you had a rough day and unwind looking at memes reading fake quotes and wondering why only 23 people out of 655 people that follow me, like your new photo you put up 5 mins ago. Whats the point in following if you don't double tap heart dat BISH!! (that's another one we do..halfway curse it's like christian cursing, it's cursing when you see your mom walk around your bed room corner while talking to friends..not the whole word but just enough to get a chuckle in ..the tip..anywho..lol). So you're telling me that 655 people looked at my new photo and was like." Oh that's cool, but I'm not gonna double tap that to much...I'm saving them for celebrity friends." Cause you know they always reply back to you. It's Funny cause I'm an artist and I see some amazing art work on Instagram and I mean breath taking work...but then you got these other artist who are basically copying a photo they just traced. In middle school if you said you drew something but actually traced it...it was an act of treason! Have you ever seen the when the artist does a drawing or a painting an then they put all the tools they used to make it. An actual friend of mine got accused of Tracing and Copying, and the stone thrower threw verbal comment stones and all the other accusers were other people chiming in, it was crazy never seen anything like it. I was a little skeptical too at first but hey just because I can't draw a picture of  Morgan Freeman with a coffee mug, some crumbs from a multi grain bagel, four coloring pencils and un-manicured nails doesn't mean it's not possible...She is just super creative and good with her execution ..lol (there it is again)

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 I see this being like a "One shot" type of blog post...For those that don't know what that is it's just when the writer of a story has a character, time or place that they want to expand on for the readers benefit to better understand whats going on in the main story line. So my, "one shot" Is pretty interesting. I was married and now divorced, I know right..I Told you...My have Things Changed...(see what I did there) The marriage wasn't all bad it was a marriage anyone who is married or have been married can tell you that it's work. But what no one really speaks about is the divorce part because it's taboo...In this instance my wife has these girl friends that have babies and there amazing It's four to five little girls all ranging in the ages of 2-4 and I can't express how much I love them...they love me too...well depending on what time of day it is, if they took a early nap or if their sleepy,(the best) and if I happened to watch mickey mouse 5 times in a row, but they love me for the most part...lol and then I had these cool niece and nephews in middle school and high school they tried to help me be cool and whipping Nay nay's and all that. I could say that I miss talking to them because of all the potential and knowledge I could give to them or show them love in a way it should be...but it's more simple then that it's that I miss and love them and there's not a day I don't think about my God daughters or nieces and nephews. I guess that's the price I've paid. My God daughters all had different drool patterns and ways about them that I miss having around the house. Kids are joy and they are most meanest and brutal people you'll know!! Their savages especially the 3 year old oh it's a done deal! I remember one time she smacked her big sister in the face with a toy car...for the simple fact that she was just next to her lol...we all learned a valuable lesson that day...don't talk to the girl during a troll movie..and sense they kept the movie on repeat...it was 4 hours of solitary TV confinement. During a divorce people get two stories, the he did and she did..it's hard to find the "they Did.." cause well it paints you in the wrong light...(OH! I finally got the saying just now) So what I did was take all the blame as much as I could and then kept quiet...but when people are hurt and things get done not the way you would intend you can't blame the person for not being hurt and sad and mad.There's nothing you can do to control it let alone you shouldn't try to. It's rough for sure and I'm not saying it that way because I'm the one who called the divorce, what I'm saying is it's rough and when people get involved that had no business in it in the first place it gets messy. It's like people magically appear out of thin air wanting to pretend just care enough to get information...hold hush for a week and then let it out as if they couldn't hold it anymore. Especially jobs and church PEOPLE,not the church.. smh..(there's another we use, see this is a big text..lol) church people have great information, and always want to do the "right thing" but only in some one else's life lol. Or the message from the Lord is this, but it's said the wrong way or it's a lie to put fear in to help push you in the direction they see fit. The church is very ill prepared for things such as Divorcee's, and Homosexuality and Mental Illness, Oh an actually Loving someone or dealing with things like that. It's true, there's a reason why Love is a command and not a gesture to try out every now and then. At work I hate when people complain, especially people that complain to there superiors as if it will do anything good, I mean people talking behind your back and you gotta pretend to not know they doing it, I would rather someone come up to me then be fake, it always gets back to you one way or another. You find that your job they really don't like you, they may have at one point but after a while and one disagreement you got a back stabber for life. Which is fine cause I'm word proof, you can say what you want. I don't have the time to actually conceive a notion of care for your secret speech. But while going through anything that's detrimental to your life there are people that also show up from no where that will help you stand when no one else will. Side Note If I told you I love you, You OK with me for life, even if it's been a misunderstanding it happens but it tells me that whatever it was you and I figured it out. Divorce loss of loved ones are hard, people get hurt but not a genuine hurt a "your affect me my with your life choices and it hurts me to SEE you in this way" Not," it hurts me cause you're hurt. " People like to be included in hurt sometimes it's weird... People say divorce is worse then death..."people" say that Not God. I would love to know and see my father and sister and brother be on this earth breathing and know that there on earth living rather then not seeing them and sleeping. Even if I don't talk to them. I would rather have my former wife walk the earth in joy peace and abundance then be dead. So no I can't agree. "But Bryce it's not the world we living in!" Well I live in that world and it takes time to heal let people do that. Just don't spread your hurt around like it's something good. My Life has changed immensely top to bottom with all the fixings and I wouldn't change a thing because it's made me realize how many other people are in a similar place and they don't know how to get out. So I'll help them get out if I can or at least show where the exit door is. I hear people say, well if people need help getting out of a hole I would throw them down a rope or a tree limb...well sometimes that's true but it aint nothing like jumping in the whole with them and and say hey wanna know how I got out? I step on Every word that proceeds out of the mouth of God, I missed a few every now and then which makes me repeat that step but there steps that are designed for my feet. Well With all that said... This will not be the norm for this blog, this is to help inspire and see some cool stuff I work on everyday. welcome to my world LOL (there it is again)